Do you really? Ogrish and Stileproject along with Rotten were some of the websites that got me to say to my younger self "Alright, that's enough fucked up bullshit exploration, you'll be jacking off to shit porn in no time if you keep this up..."
had a friend when i was a kid whose dad was a reconstructive plastic surgeon. this kid had volumes of his dads medical books on his shelves loaded with pictures of trauma patients. after seeing what a face looks like when all the bones basically turn to dust was enough for me to never really be interested in looking at stuff like that again.