So... I stupidly went out with my ex yesterday because I am a lamesauce, but I am glad I did because I realized that I am getting over him. We went on a 5 mile hike and had dinner afterwards. It was a pleasant day. I miss him... but I don't feel like I want to try to get back with him anymore, so that is progress. And I don't feel like throwing up when I think about him seeing other women anymore. So that is progress too.
It's been a hard few months, but I feel better about myself. Did I tell you guys I found 2 part time jobs being an RN?? I'm still looking for a fulltime position somewhere, but I am really glad I was able to focus on something else besides my shitty breakup. I'm on my way to becoming a boring grown-up!