thats what she said!
I didn't master my own name until about 3rd grade. It was rather frustrating.
It's my full name, but not my legal name.
So, i told a story yesterday about my friend with cancer from another message board. He passed away this morning. Really sucks. I've shed many tears over the past few years regarding this and now i'm just numb.
oh dude, fax...
that sucks, man. my condolences.
Work is not the place to get this news. Not that I work but i'm not in any condition to be here at the moment.
Another great quote:
BD: People dont even know me (or something to that extent)
ME: Your a 40 year old meth addict with a dried up vagina that looks like a 70 year old meth addict with a dried up vagina. What else is there to know?
I'm so funny.
Then leave Faxman. You should have that right no matter where you work.
I'm still waiting on the SSN...
Has BD been back since she posted this?
I wouldn't worry. She will return.
Word, I immediately put on headphones and listened to Wandering Star. Thank you all for the kind words. Sorry if I depressed anyone.
Please could you stay awhile to share my grief
For its such a lovely day
To have to always feel this way
And the time that I will suffer less
Is when I never have to wake
Keep your head up, Fax. Loss is definitely a hard thing to take...May the pain get easier in time.
The full circle of life and it started and ended on the message board in a way. His friend and bandmate posted about it. I haven't seen him in about a year. I mailed him a book about 6 months ago and a month ago a handful of us went over and did yard work for them and hung out with his wife and made her laugh a bit while he was still in hospice care. It was nice. He updated us that he was home from hospice and had a bit of energy to post on the net and that was about 2 weeks ago. He had just been to weak for visitors and his wife and daughter spent every second they could. That reminds me I had downloaded two IMAX and Nat. Geo specials on mountain climbing and the Alps or something becaues he loved mountain climbing and camping and was quite the adventurer, played guitar too. Didn't get them onto a dvd yet and send them to him in time. maybe I will watch in memory this weekend.
Have Another Hit Of Colorado Sunshine
I'm all good folks. Only an hour left. I'll get to go be depressed at home for a bit. I have things to do tonight but no desire to really do them now. It's weird, after I typed up that message last night I was depressed the entire night. I regretted posting it becaues I felt like such shit. My goal is to not do that too much tonight. I will probably swing by a friends bday party tonight but they will all be depressed too i'm sure. Several drinks should help though.