All right you assholes as I said in the title I found out an hour ago, my best friend shot himself . I have been thru 2 divorces, many a love relationships that sucked, my mom dieing , and I am still here . If any of you ever, EVER, have those thoughts, call me first and if I have to talk with you all night I will or I will come out wherever you are and kick you ass so hard, you will be in the hospital because of me .. RIP Jim peace . Ron