All right you assholes as I said in the title … I found out an hour ago, my best friend shot himself …. I have been thru 2 divorces, many a love relationships that sucked, my mom dieing , and I am still here …. If any of you ever, EVER, have those thoughts, call me first and if I have to talk with you all night I will … or I will come out wherever you are and kick you ass so hard, you will be in the hospital because of me ….. RIP Jim … peace …. Ron