I'm in denial.
This shit blows. I hate Coachella just for this.
im high and have some burger king in front of me so im not too depressed
I'd just like to mention that I will never, ever, ever regret starting to smoke weed because if I never started to smoke weed I wouldn't have had a lighter to hold up during Purple Rain.
Today wasn't too bad actually. Managed to get through a full day of work, and am feeling much better this year with no mystery coachella illness, sunburns or itchy legs from grass. Of course all day I have been unfaithful to Coachella, with my thoughts on Sasquatch...
Today at work was horrible.
It's funny, while at Coachella I feel so renewed and inspired to be a better human being, but the moment I get home I am bitter and hate the world. So, I think I'm gonna smoke some pot and drink a bottle of wine just to kill the pain.
I spent most of the day on the message board and left early. The real world, she is a harsh mistress.
I hate midterms right after Coachella...
I saw you on a bus today but I didn't say hi because my girlfriend was with me and that would have involved admitting to my girlfriend that I post regularly on an internet forum. Next time, though.
At least school is done for me although I was over an hour late for work today.... Sleeping in a bed as opposed to camping= alarm not waking me up.
I can't function in real life anymore.
I slept through all my classes.
Seriously, my Sunday at Coachella is always semi-ruined because I know it is coming to an end. No matter how good the bands are, I never fully get to enjoy myself.
I'm so depressed now. I can't handle it. I want to kill myself.
DON'T DO IT
oh man, instead of going to school i just slept all day. damn i needed it
Today after sleeping for 24 hours, I drove around listening to music, smoking joints, and crying... no f-ing joke. I've always been sad coming back from Coachella, but this was the first time I've actually 2 days later started crying in the middle of my day/life...
I cried a little in the shower yesterday, it was a combination of drug hangover / Coachella hangover / remembering Waters' set
HORRIBLE. since coming home monday i have not been able to catch up on sleep, missed school today, cried...i also need to: rescedule jury duty, write an essay, register for fall semester, and study for a midterm. i feel like i am in a constant dream state and dont know what reality is right now.
i have another week of vacation to recover...
i went straight back to work last year, man that fucking sucked...
The trick is to plan before you even leave for Coachella to have at least 2-3 fun life events waiting in the wings for when you return. Visitors, parties, shows SOMETHING to decompress. It doesn't take away the depression entirely but it does soften the blow.
I got in yesterday and 5 minutes later I was on the bus to go to class. It was surreal and depressing and I was completely useless.
I had to work monday 7am-4pm and when i got home i was too tired to sleep or my body had forgotten how to. Today i had class and had to go to the dmv and get an oil chang and now i'm going to bed because i work 5am-2pm. Mother Fuck!
i actually had an awesome day today, i am still on cloud nine knowing that no one around me has any idea the amount of sheer joy and energy i expelled having one of the most magical weekends ever. i fucking love what coachella gives me to take through my everyday life, and for this, i thank you coachella.
smile everyone, you know.
I banged out a gram but then I came down...